chris breezy and rihanna

I believe he has anger issues, and with the right counseling he can get pass this. Rihanna definitely has a lesson to learn, because she's human and you're going to make mistakes and eventually she'll come to her senses.

Unfortunately, there was a time when certain behaviors were swept under the rug. They might have been considered shameful behaviors, like excessive partying, driving while drinking, womanizing and such. Today, those same behaviors are almost celebrated. It should have an affect on Chris Brown's career but I don't know that it will because a lot of people have done some outrageous things and nothing has happened.


Yes, it might cause an entertainer to lose a few endorsements, but a lot of these young fans are pretty confused because they are bombarded with rappers going to jail and the Lindsay Lohans of the world, so they become desensitized. Our job is to empower the youth and make them stop, think and take action against certain behaviors in these artists that are unacceptable and not support them.

I believe the feeling is they're a superstar, they can do whatever they want, and that's not right. We have to take a stand.

so last week was my last week to slack off in classes and in school period because time is really whinding down. and i need to get everything done now, asap, my grades are not as bad as i thought they would be when i got my grade print outs so i guess that is good but i need to get my work on the computer done quick in my spanish 1 class online.

last week me and my friends all went to the beach and it was so much fun. we didnt go to school tuesday, wed, or thursday. and i had a long vacation lol but thats because in school fcat was going on so there was really no point of me going to school. atleast thats what i thought, but i jus pray that i graduate and go to college ok and that i have nothing to really worry about.

time is cracking down

time is winding down and im starting to get senior itis again, i have to much on my plate all at one time and its making me tired because when your a senior you want to have fun yet you cant just worry about fun because then you probably wont graduate and if you do then you probably wont be in college the correct way to do it.

I only have a couple months before school is over for me and i still have an online class that i need to take. It has took a while for me to begin it because i dont have the right necessities to start it and i need to go get a new microphone. for the computer

also tomorrow we are all going to the beach so that is going to be mad fun because everybody is going. so it will be cool. And economics class is going to be another thing to worry about, ughhhh im so ready to get out of this school because high school is too crazy. and i feel bad for under classman under me.

update on life

okkkk so yeah everything is going ok but also school is almost over and its overwhelming, so everything has to hurry up and come how i want it. lol. i have to start really working hard on my senior exit project. and the rest of my classes im not too worried about because my grade just depends on if im being lazy or not because when its time to bring the grade up i do a pretty good job at it, so im not really stressin it but its nothing to put in the dark.

economics class has to stay at the front of my mind as well because that class is like real life, and im married with 5 kids, i live in miami and oh yea im a millionaire. so thats fantastic.

this weekend, well the past month i have been doing community service, so i can turn my hours in so i can have them look good on applications. which i need to start doing by this weekend thats my goal, im also taking the sat's on the 14th of this month and the act in april so i pray i do really good.

so i really wanna go to college and i pray i get scholarships so i can pay for them.

Valentines day

this valentines day was ok this year, nothing really special happend, but at my house we had a youth meeting talking about the new things we are going to be doing to raise money and go places and actually have fun, so that was ok and i pretty much argued a little with my boyfriend on a day that we wasnt suppose to, and the next day was even worse because alot of things happend but it turned out fine because i spent time visiting my grandpa, he came down from jersey, so that made me happy, because sunday he went to church with us and he spoke at the church, and he just got a new mercedez benz and i fell in love with it,it is so luxurious and he actually let me drive it alot, thats the first car i actually felt i had to be careful with because it was so scary to drive. lol

and i did his ipod for him so he can listen to his nat king cole music, so he was pretty excited about that. tomorrow we are going to his house to cook dinner for him. so that is ok.

and today is another boring day at school so im trying to stay up, because im so tired and i wanna go home, but its ok today im just making sure my grades are up to date because progress reports are coming out soon, and im happy that they are jus progress reports becuase i would hate the grades on my report card

getting ready

so ok my senior year is starting to look a little brighter, im starting to get more done, i applied to take the sat's once again praying that my results are high or higher than my scores before, and i actually did a good job on my test so im proud of myself but ive started getting community service hours done, and i feel so proud of that as well even though it was only 7 hours lol but its a start, i have a total of 8 hours done on my record.

so things are actually looking ok the only thing that im really worried about is this economics class i just got into but it shouldnt be bad its just the beginning but also i dont want the beginning to effect the ending. so ima have to pick up speed in the class definitely. but i should be ok i just have to remain focused and keep my head straight, and my goal for the next two weeks is to go find a place to get community service, and i actually would prefer it to be somewhere next to my school.

valentines day is coming up and me and my bestfriend are being each others valentines... lol its so funny but she had asked me because she doesnt have one, so i basically ditched my boyfriend

prom is coming up soon so we are discussing arrangements for that as well, my prom ticket is free but my dress isnt so i need to go hunting for a prom dress, and i cant wait because the theme is arabian nights, so i hope i can find a pretty dress. otherwise it will ruin my prom and we are getting a hotel room to chill in ,its going to be so much fun, i cant wait, and after prom graduation is right around the corner, so time is flying, it seems like senior year is maybe my fastest year yet and its so scary but im aiming for high goals and im tryna get it all done.

Winter Break

This winter break has actually been the bomb for me because I really got to know what christmas was about lol, i didnt get any gifts but i did have fun with my family and we had dinner at my aunts house, new years could of been better for me because we stayed in church like all night and honestly i did want to party with my friends but obviously that didnt happen. but it was very fun and i enjoyed it.

Also in two months exactly i am going to be 19 years old and its crazy because i am almost grown. and its kinda scary lol, time has flown in and it came faster then i thought. and also this is 09 alot of things are going down this year, i have to stay on my toes because i only have 5 month until graduation and i need to make things happen fast as possible, i just got done fafsa so it could be done early and now i need to get the applications but also i need to sign up for the act a.s.a.p. and to do that i need to go to my guidance counselor because i need to get the free waivers so i wont have to pay for my test.

then i need to sign up for the community service thing so i can go out and get my hours asap as well because im going to need atleast 75 to get the bright futures scholarship and thats important.

so ova winter break thats all i was really worried about and also keeping my grades to a certain level.